Thursday, April 26, 2007

nightmare for real..



"Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me.."



Unbelieveable.
The worst thing that I could imagined has happend.
The nightmare is for real..
It is in my reality..
Sigh..
Is true what ppl say,
'Ignorance is bliss'
But it can't be helped if it is unavoidable..
and, when you can't do anything about it.
This is my smack of reality..
Somebody please wake me up from this awful truth..



"Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?"

Monday, April 16, 2007

emer's photography



I miss these monkeys so much!!
our photo frenzy..our crazy laughter...our fun outings..
Guys, 2 1/2 months and counting..
Can't wait for our new adventures.. ;)


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"They say love hurts
I wrote that book
I climbed that wall I had one look
But you just came around
To say hello..
"


Thristy Merc's latest single, 20 good reasons, is superb..
The guys are back..woohoo~


"So tell me baby why-y-y-y
Should I let you go
Give me 20 good reasons
I need to know, yeah..."


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I have to admit, my lil bro, Emer, has great talent in photography.
Here are some shots that he took..












Pretty cool shots huh?
Btw, the last photo.. I SOO want that for my bday..
The cupcakes, the cupcake holder..ALL OF IT!!
Yummy~

Friday, April 13, 2007

aprilupdate

9 days + counting for..




P!NK's CONCERT!!
my bodyguards, Max + Wayne, will be following me as well..
and we are gonna wear pink t-shirt to the concert!
just bought mine from supre..hehe..(^_^)


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work dilemma..
Should I continue to stay in the Babies room..
or, should I take the challenge and go into the Kindi room?
Everyone acted strange to me today, as though they want me to be in the kindi room..
but, am I ready for it? (O_o)
I dunno.. sigh..
I love my babies, but maybe I should move on with the big kids..
In the kindi room, I'll get more hours, hence more pay..
Hmm..decisions...dilemma.. (-_-)


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Am loving Avril's Keep Holding On song..
The lyrics means so much.. =)





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Love this version of Running from No Doubt..
The harmonizing was just..beautiful.. =)



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Farah, I am like you too..
Tengok AF5 on YouTube.
But I "select" the ones that I wanna watch..
Those sweet memories of the previous AFs..
Don't forget, Afundi MeeN..haha..


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Now as a working adult, I feel so old.
At night, at a certain time, I will feel so tired + sleepy.
Is not like those uni days, when you can sleep 3am in the morn, and can still wake up early for class.
Now, I need my at-least 6 hours of sleep.
By 10.30-11pm, my bed is already calling me.
Teruk kan?
Yesterday at Aida's house, I actually took a nap at 11pm on her sofa.
I was like a living zombie, just wanted to go home + sleep.
So Mai drove me back home after midnight, and I went straight to bed.
Miss my hyper-late-night-hangout days..
Now, am just tired old lady..sighh..


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Someone wise told me this the other day..


Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul
Sometimes, He breaks our hearts to make us whole
Sometimes, God sends us pain so we can be stronger
Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble
Please be patient and leave everything to Him
..


An advice that is worthy to us all.. =)

Sunday, April 08, 2007

arwah uncle bob

A dedication to my arwah uncle, Uncle Bob..



Haji Yusoff Bin Aris
23 June 1950- 8 April 2007



Leaving behind his wife, 3 daughters, 1 son, 2 son-in-laws,
2 grandchildren, 2 unborn grandchildren, his mother, 5 sisters, 6 brothers, and other family members.

A man with few words, but has a great heart.
A good man indeed.
You will be remembered uncle..
Inalillah..
Al fathihah..

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

imagini

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