happenings

Oh dear me..
I haven't blog for SOO long..I almost forgot my password!
Ish ish..silly mie-meen! (-_-)


Anyways, there are lots of happening in my school..
Current enrolment, 108.. Target 115 by Jan, 135 by March.. 145 by end of the year..
Insyallah, we will hit bull's eye!
As my admin said "Wishful thinking isn't bad afterall.."
I hope my new classrooms will be ready before the new term starts..


Oh yes, exciting news..am off to Brunei this Thursday!
Will be attending Suci's wedding & her other ceremonies : Berbedak, receptions, etc.
Needed this "short" break..my Europe trip can wait..hehe..
Am all packed for Brunei..just need to change my RM to Brunei dollars..
So Brunei, here I come~


Since I am "sort-of" in a mood for blogging, thought I should upload some pics of the recent events.. Here goes:-


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Shades Birthday @ Redbox, Sogo


Zuhri's Graduation @ Impiana KLCC (Finally Toli!)

Eye on Malaysia@ 11.30pm

Zaf's Birthday Dinner @ Rahsia

Anwar & Kharina's wedding @ Tropicana

BSS Teacher's High-Tea @ Sun & Surf, Sunway Lagoon

The wonderful James Morisson..

After show of Acoustic Live & Loud, KLCC.


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There is a direction, according to Mr Bert..
He will lay everything out to me, and I will decide if all is good.
To me, I just need to see that effort..he agreed.
So far..."bolehlah.."
Not a vast improvement, but it's okie.
When he comes back from New Fort, we shall see.
(Sounds like an appraisal meeting, right?)
Right now, I just wanna hear him sing.. *melts*
If only he can play the guitar...hehe..

meen is back..

Greetings everybody..


Again, I was MIA (missing in action)..
I've neglected this blog yet again..
A LOT has happend, I don't even know where to start!


Firstly, yes, am back in KL for good.
And yes, I got a job, alhamdulillah..
and yes, I got a new car.. hehe..
and yes, I did win a make over competition..*blushed*
Visit CloveTWO and the STAR for more details..


I just got back from JB actually.
We had a HUGE family gathering of the Haji Wan Ngah's family members.
He is my great-grandfather, so that makes me a "cuit" (a.k.a great-grandchild).
We had this family photo session, and boy..fitting in 200++ ppl into 1 picture aint easy! We had fun games, good food, great company..not forgetting the karaoke session!
Am proud to be part of the family..
We even launched our very own website! Visit Haji Wan Ngah to have a peep..


Okie, its obvious, am not really in the mood for blogging..
Insyallah, I will update my blog soon (when I find the time!) (-_-)
I tend to update my fotopages rather than my blog, so keep a lookout on both sites.
Till then, have a great week everybody.. Adios! ~

my romeo

He's finally here!
He's hot..he's wonderful..
He's gonna be a big part of my life now..
He's everything that I've dream of.. (^_^)


Ladies & gentlemen, presenting..

my Romeo..



May this be a start to a very interesting future... =)

baby misha!!

Welcome to the world, Misha Raihana!

Baby Misha was born today, 28th June 2007, at 8.11am at the Johor Specialist Hopsital (KPJ).
She weighs 2.85 kgs, and 50 cms in length.
Congrats to the newly parents, Kak Long + Way!
MieMeen can't wait to see you, lil' yut yut! (^_^)

Home

"..I'm going home..
Back to the place where I belong..
And where your love has always been enough for me..
I'm not running from..
No, I think you got me all wrong..
I don't regret this life I chose for me..
But these places and these faces are getting old..
So I'm going home.."

cpr

This is Mie-Meen's pressie for Kak Long's Yut Yut..




An OshKosh baby T-shirt that says..
"I'm not spoilt(much!)" hehe..
Am supposed to give Kak Long a baby sling actually, and no clothing coz the sling costs $$$.
But when I saw this cute tiny t-shirt, I can't resist.
Yut yut (stands for 'cute cute' folks) is due any day now...so exciting!
Am gonna miss her birth, exactly how I missed Dzhofier's birth 4 years ago.
Oh well, I'll pray for a safe delivery Kak Long, insyallah.. (^_^)


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Watching Grey's Anatomy just now, there was one scene when Derrick was doing CPR to Meredith.
Somehow that scene triggered me bout someone..
someone who once told me he did CPR to this girl many years back.
He saved her, did CPR, and survived.
He even said that he still contacts her, and that she is Form 4 now.
I really wonder..
was he really sincere when telling me bout it..
or, was it just an act to impress? hmm..
somehow, I do feel he was sincere..
that he was proud to be able to save someone's life.
And he wanted to share that significant heroic moment with me.
Miss those times.. (-_-)


I also like the part when Izzy was telling the geng..
"I believe that believing that we will survive, will make us survive.."
very powerful words indeed..

*bang*

Shot..
wounded..
bleeding..
..God help..

vulnerable

Am loving 'Vulnerable' sang by Secondhand Serenade..



..Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed..
nice... (",)

hobbes + cool fool

This is my nephew..sleeping.
And next to him is his faithful tiger name "Hobbes".
They do almost everything together..
Sleep together, eat together, play together.
But not in the bathroom, Hobbes will get really wet.
Other than that, you will see Hobbes next to Dzhofier.


The other day, when I called Man.
I could hear Dzhofier " I want to talk to MieMeeN!"
So, I spoke to him..
"Hi Dzhofier..how are you?"
"Hi MieMeen!! I am good!"
"That's good. I bought you a birthday suprise!"
"What suprise MieMeeN?"
"Ooh, it's something special.. I can't tell you yet.."
(Bought him a Spiderman costume, siap ngan muscles lagi!)
Then suddenly, Dzhofier said in a high pitch voice..
"Hello MieMeeN.."
"Hello Dzhofier..why are you talking like that?"
Then, I could hear Man at the background
"That's Hobbes you're talking to Meen!"
Haha..
So I spoke to "Hobbes" for a bit, just before my credit ran out.
It's fun talking to tigers..roar..!~


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I was listening to KRU's 2nd album, reKRUed..
And there is this song called "Terima Kasih".
And, one of the verses had this rap-ala-jamaican, that goes like this:-


My word to all the nation
To all the people no matter what they say
We don't care what they say
Criticise...well thats okay...
I just think about this phrase...It will make my day
If one person says you are a fool
And a thousand people says you're cool
Would you listen to that thousand people said
Or to that one little crazy fool


I find it cute..and totally true!
Old school la KRU nih..rox!

retail & cooking therapy..

A great day today..
Retail therapy + cooking therapy helps!
Nothing beats shopping for your loved ones, hanging out + cooking for my lovely friends..

Glad they loved it..a great satisfaction to self.. (^_^)

where did i go wrong, i lost a fren..

Somewhere along in the bitterness..





Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you..


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Found this from Farah Syaz's blog. Worth reading~


..the fact of the matter is that people change.
i change.
u change.
we change.
but we don't change in the same ways. and we expect things to be the same, even when the situation change.
it will never work, if we can't accept change.
it will never work, if we are naive enough to insist things be the same, when everything else around us change.


we have to adapt.
we have to be flexible.
we have to be smart.


please don't hate me.
please don't give up.
please understand the situation, and give me and u time to adapt.


please give me some space to make mistakes, and grow.
and please love me nevertheless..

parenthood + emer's video

Emer is so funny..
Can't believe he made this video for me.
With his blur face, and thick lips (I always tease him with that).
He asked me to buy an IMac? (o_O) gilaa..
You think am what, a money machine??
He has that japanese slang when he talks.
This video cracks me up so much..
Gosh, miss you lil one!


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Last weekend, I had a sneak preview of how it's like to be a parent.
Instead of babysitting for 2 hours, this time is for 2 days.
Lucky thing I got Rai to help me out..
Sophia's okay, she's mature+ independent.
Johan is a handful! Needs lots of convincing + patience with this little fella.


On saturday night, after the kids are asleep, me, rai + ravi watched 'The Saint' dvd.
Then roughly about 2am, Ravi left, and Rai + I fell asleep.
Halfway through the night, I could feel a small hand near my face.
In the dark, I can roughly see Sophia, squeezing between me & Rai, and Johan next to Rai.
As I was too tired to ask or investigate, I fell back asleep.
At around 8am on Sunday morning, I could hear the kids jumping on our bed.
"Wakey wakey Kakak Meen, Wakey wakey Kakak Rai"..
Aduhh..just when I wanted to sleep in on a Sunday morning~


We had a big breakfast, played for abit outside + indoors.
I cooked lunch (apricot chicken curry..yum).
Then, had my mengaji session with Sophia.
I was so proud + happy to say that now, she is able to identify and say out all the Jawi letters! (^_^)
She is such a fast learner~
After that, we watched Finding Nemo, a bit of Jurassic Park + Pirates2.
Dinner, I cooked fried fish, eating with rice + kicap+ butter. (that's what I used to eat when I was young).
Then, after mandi + reading bedtime story, the kids went to bed.
Ravi cooked his butter chicken, and him + Rai left at 10.30pm, I watched a dvd + slept at 12am.


At around 2am, I was awoken by Johan's cry.
I couldn't make out the words that he was crying for..So I didn't do anything, thinking that within the 10 minutes he would settle down.
He didn't (-_-)
So, the very sleepy me went to their room, and asked him "What's the matter Johan?"
"I can't sleep Kakak Meen. Can I sleep with you?"
So, I lead him to my bed, then he said to me
"Kakak Meen, I want susu.."
I sayy~
So, I dragged myself in the kitchen pagi2 buta, doing a bottle of milk for him.
Lucky thing he felt asleep soon after.
At 4am, I could hear Sophia squeezing between me + Johan.
Again, everyone slept together on the same bed.


I woke up at 6am today, took my shower first.
6.30am woke up the kids, 7.10 had breakfast.
at around 7.45, Kak Nana + Peter arrived..
and my babysitting was over..but my body still wants to sleep!


Fyuhh, parenthood is definately not easy.
An important key to parenthood is to have a reliable + helpful "partner" to make a great team.
Me + Rai took turns in cooking, or taking the kids to bath, or playing with them + such.
Teamwork gets the job done!
Also, as parents, having a routine + planning ahead helps to get the day going.
Not forgetting having patience with your children..very important!!


As for now, I will appreciate my late nights, my sleep in's, my 'uninterrupted' sleeps..
just me, myself + I.. (^_^)
Until the day comes, when am ready to be a parent.
But firstly, I need somebody who can make a great 'team' with me! haha..
Not in the near future, that's for sure~ =p

happier note

On a happier note..


I bought a new coat yesterday..
It was time for a new one..I had the old one for years.
This new one has a buckle belt, and it is dark brown.
If it was a longer length, it would be perfect.
But it fits me nicely..and I like it very much..
Plus, I get an additional 30% off, and it was the last one in my size.
So, I had to get it.. (^_^)
Now, I need to get new shoes...lalala..


Lu Fee's parents are here, holiday-ing in Adelaide.
Her father has been cooking almost everyday, trying different recipies.
He even bake his own bread every other day..and it is NICE!
Today, he cooked Jamie Oliver's grilled salmon + vegetables.
Yum..a fantastic home-cooked meal.
It was a healthy + delicious dinner, I really enjoyed it..
Lu Fee also did some yummy dessert.
Another Jamie Oliver recipie, some lemony mud pie thingy.
I had yummy treat tonight.. yeay!
Now I'm in the mood of cooking something for them.
I haven't cooked in ages..
Even Lu Fee said "I haven't seen you cooked so far.."
So now, I need to set a date to cook for the Wong family.
Is time to put my cooking skills into practise again..hehe..


Oh yes, watched All-Star Amazing Race earlier.
This week's destination..Kuala Lumpur!
The teams had to go to Batu Caves, Masjid Kampung Baru, Taman Sri Hartamas + Carcosa.
I was so excited to see the familiar scenes + buildings..
Less than a month..and counting!!


On a sadder note, it was Rhiannon's last day today.
Her family is gonna migrate to Kents this week.
She is one of the friendliest baby ever.
Almost greeting me with a smile, always so cheerful.
She is a fast learner too. Loves reading books.
Rhiannon, am so gonna miss you..
You stay cute, little miss!

end

Just when I thought,
I didn't know how to fix things..
I figured perhaps it was time to forgive + forget..
Let's put the past behind us, and let's move forward.
Unfortunately, that's not the case..
whatever that was said, it hurts..
hurts real bad.
The damage has been done.
I guess, there won't be any closure.
It has to end here.
And so, I bid farewell..
may you have a great life ahead.

masterpiece

Presenting..my masterpiece..

Taadaa~
Remember I cleared my envelopes + such?
Well, instead of throwing all away, I cut out my written name and pasted onto this big cardboard.
And here it is, my "wall" of fame!
It has my name written in different styles..
Helena, Helena Ezmeen, Miss Helena Ezmeen, Meen, Hezmeen, Helena Ezmeen Salleh, Helena Ezmeen Mohamed Salleh. Helena Mohamed. Helena MS. Helena E. Mohamed Salleh. Helena Mohamed Salleh.
I love this collage..(^_^)

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Last time, I remember lots of ppl asked me about my life in Adelaide.
They always asked "Eh, aren't you bored in Adelaide?"
Adelaide, being the "kampung"city of Australia.
i.e: not much happening things, no night life, blah blah.
And I always tell them this,
"Well, to me, it is not where you're at..
It is who you are with.
That what makes the place fun or interesting".
That was my answer at that time.
When I still love Adelaide, and don't mind living here.


But now somehow,
Things are different.
Yesterday someone were to asked me "Are you bored in Adelaide?"
And suprisingly, my answer was "Yes, I am.." (-_-)


Have I had enough of life in Adelaide already?
Another direction that I might be heading...


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If I could go to a concert now..
I would love to see..Il Divo..
Is funny that I came to like them only recently, and also so suddenly.
They were in KL when I was back, but the tix were too expensive, plus I wasn't into them so much.
Now, everytime I hear them sing..I feel that I am floating..
Like I am in another dimension, flying in the clouds..
Especially the voices of David + Carlos, the deep-soprano-manly voices.
*Sigh dreamily..*

clearing & packing

I've been clearing lots of things from my room the past week..



Yeap, that's me when I was a baby..
making a mess with my box of nappies..hehe..
(just wanted an appropriate picture for this entry)
Anyways, yeah..I cleared lots of paper-related stuff.
Notes, assignments, envelopes, phamplets..
It was pretty tricky, as I have to decide the ones that I wanna keep, and the ones I wanna throw out (a.k.a put in the recycle bin..
I am environmental friendly!)
The notes, I kept those which would be practical for later usage.
The assignments, I chosed the ones I got good grades only..haha..
and also the ones that I might refer to one sweet day..
especially prac stuff..
Am keeping prac folders..my observation folders can go..
Oh my gosh..why am I "packing" and "cleaning"?
Does this mean I am headed to that path already?
I wonder...(6_6)^


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Shades woke me up from my sleep last night, around 1am.
She msged..
"Can't wait 2 hangout wit u when u come bck meen..39 days left!"
Wah, that soon?
*yeay!* (^_^)
Can't wait to hang out with you too Shades..along with Zaf + Terk..
Might need to go to Singapore + Brunei for a short trip.
JB is definately confirmed, kak long needs me.
Counting down the days...(sigh happily)


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Ma + Dad are back from their trip..
Indianapolis, NY, Las Vegas.
They met Kak Izlin + her new baby Aoife, Uncle Dan + family..and not forgetting Barry + Celine as well!
Lucky them!
They are still in their jetlag daze..
Cepat recover..there's lots to update! =)

tshirt story

After our 'Rich List' + 'Desperate Housewives' marathon, I had an interesting chat with my dear housemate, Lu Fee. We were talking about being at the crossroads of life, and how one needs to decide which route to choose. It was just last year when she went through that phrase of life, when she has to decide either to come to Adelaide or Sydney. Then, she told me about the t-shirt story.



About 3 years ago, she bought this red t-shirt that she liked. A month later, she went for a OCF camp in Tasmania from Melbourne, and brought along the t-shirt. After the camp, she went back to Melbourne early, and accidentally left the t-shirt there, and never saw it again.


Just about 2 weeks ago, she met this friend of hers, and she was wearing a familiar looking t-shirt.
When she looked closely, she told her friend "Hey, I think I used to have the same t-shirt long time ago".And the friend said "Oh my gosh, this IS your t-shirt!"Lu Fee went "Huh? What are you talking about?"
The friend explained "I found this tshirt at the camp. I asked around for the owner of the t-shirt, but nobody claimed it. So, I kept it, wearing it occasionally. And little did I know that I found the owner of this t-shirt today, and it is YOU!".The t-shirt flew from Melbourne, to Tasmania, and Adelaide, and now back to the owner, after 3 long years.


Bottomline, she was trying to tell me that if it's meant to be, that it will be eventually.
If she decided not to go to Adelaide, then she will never find back her t-shirt.
This is just one of the few reasons that made her believe that Adelaide was her right choice.
God wanted her to be here, and she earn that choice to be here.
It was such an inspiring story. (^_^)





As for me, either routes is still very blury for me.
Either way, both choices are good, both choices has its pros + cons.
But, which route was meant for me?
I need to decide...fast!!

cupcakeholder, babies

Went to Harbour Town with Mai + Adil, and I bought this..

A Cupcake Holder!
It was $10 less, and I got an addition 10% discount on top of that.
A good investment for future cuppacakes purchases..hehe..


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After being in my childcare centre for almost 3 months, now I begin to understand how the 'politics' work here.
Is funny how they confronted me without making me feel bad.
I guess I have to play their game.. just 'zip' my mouth, not siding anyone + be as neutral as possible..sigh..


Anyways, enough about 'work politics',
let me talk more bout the kids.
I am in the babies room now btw.
Didn't get the kindi position, which is fine.
Am loving my babies..
Now I am getting better as a "poo-detector" &
"nappy changer" person.
I love being in the babies room, cause it is nice + quiet here comparing to the kindi room.
I love it when they slowly close their eyes when I pat them to sleep.
I love watching their 'thunder thighs' when they walk around.
I love feeding them, seeing them making a mess out of their food.
I love playing 'peekaboo' with them.
I love when they say "Ta" (Thanks), "Halo", "Tata" (Bye), "Ogon" (All gone), "mo" (more), and other baby words.
I love it when they sit on my lap during storytime.
I love it when they know the songs and act along with me.
I love it when I cuddle them, and watching them smile + being happy.


These are a few of the things that makes me enjoy this job, despite the hi-wire things I have to go through.
I guess there aint such thing as a perfect job,
work politics can't be avoided.
Guess one has to make the best of their job,
enjoy it as much as possible.
Oh well, in the end is all for the money, "a dollar a day".. =)


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Inalillah..
My dear friend Zuhri lost his father last week.
Uncle Yuhyi was 71.
Toli, my prayers are with you, and my most sincere condelences to you + your family for your loss.
May he rest in peace Insyallah..
Al-fathihah..

akudiakamu

My cheer up song...



Rock on!!!

unhappy, run & hush

On top of the world...

I miss that feeling..
The feeling that you feel as though you are "on top of the world"..
when everything is good, you have reasons to smile for..
when even the silliest thing can be funny..
when you feel motivated to do anything + everything..
when everything feels complete, and you feel fulfilled..
I miss that feeling..
the happy feeling.. =)


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"Run Forest, Run.. "

It seems that in the lyrics of the songs that I like has the word "run" or "running" in it..


..we run, running all the time.. - running by no doubt.
..I'm tired of running, tired of searching.. - tired of you by the exies.
..I never saw it coming, should've started running long, long time ago.. - over you by daughtry.
..where I can run, just as fast as I can.. - Just like a pill by p!nk.


Hmm, those are a few of my fav songs..
Perhaps there's more songs with "run" in it, but can't think of anymore for now..
Now I feel like running free~


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Hushhhh.....
Silence is golden..
Therefore, is the silent treatment the golden treatment?
When all is quiet, is it over + done with?
Or is it a start of something worst? (-_-)^
Ain't it great if it is the end of it?
Life gets tough..Sigh..
There is a saying "It ain't over till the fat lady sings.."
True? God knows..

oldschool

I was randomly viewing ppl's blog, when I came across this blog that has the once-upon-a-time-popular-msian-girlband Feminin performing their one-hit-wonder Untukmu.
Oh my gosh.. (O_o)
The dance steps, the clothes, the SONG... haha..
Guys, if you were in a msian primary school in the mid 90s, you can SO understand how I feel.
Brings back good memories.. (^_^)
To think that during that time, we thought it was the
coolest-slash-happening thing ever..
Boy we were wrong...! (-_-) ^
I couldn't resist but to search on YouTube for all the other
'OldSchool' hits.
And this particular user HAS IT!
You name it.. Feminin, KRU, Nico, Res2, 4U2C..they are all there...
Thanx fella for uplaoding the clips..
The best thing about watching these clips is when you have someone who can relate these videos and to share it with you..
Thanx Toli for your most-wonderful company.. =)
We were both laughing half the time...It was great fun!

countries i've visited

I've only visited 13 countries in this world..



create your own visited countries map


woahh..need to do more travelling..
Europe trip please!!

crossroads

Here I am yet again, at the crossroads of life..

Honestly, I dunno where my future would lead..

Should I stay, or should I go back?

Either way, it is the fear of the unknown..

Life's full of obstacles.. (-_-)^

I know time will tell Insyallah....God knows what's best for me.. (",)

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It feels as if this song was written exclusively for me..haha..
Love this version..enjoy! ;)

p!nk pics

Just wanted to post some pics from the P!NK concert I went the other day with my boys Max + Wayne..

This is my 4th concert at Adelaide's Entertainment Centre.
And this is the first time that we have to queue before entering.
And boy it was a loooong queue..
The concert? AWESOME!!
It was like a combination of a rock concert + a Cirque du Soleil show.
We didn't get the best seats ( side view + back row, due to last minute decision), but we managed to get a peep of her coming off from the backstage..
I was screaming + jumping like crazy when she performed
Just like a pill & U+ Ur Hand!
Bottom line, P!NK rawks! woohoo~

nightmare for real..

"Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me.."


Unbelieveable.
The worst thing that I could imagined has happend.
The nightmare is for real..
It is in my reality..
Sigh..
Is true what ppl say,
'Ignorance is bliss'
But it can't be helped if it is unavoidable..
and, when you can't do anything about it.
This is my smack of reality..
Somebody please wake me up from this awful truth..



"Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?"

emer's photography

I miss these monkeys so much!!
our photo frenzy..our crazy laughter...our fun outings..
Guys, 2 1/2 months and counting..
Can't wait for our new adventures.. ;)


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"They say love hurts
I wrote that book
I climbed that wall I had one look
But you just came around
To say hello.. "


Thristy Merc's latest single, 20 good reasons, is superb..
The guys are back..woohoo~


"So tell me baby why-y-y-y
Should I let you go
Give me 20 good reasons
I need to know, yeah..."


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I have to admit, my lil bro, Emer, has great talent in photography.
Here are some shots that he took..












Pretty cool shots huh?
Btw, the last photo.. I SOO want that for my bday..
The cupcakes, the cupcake holder..ALL OF IT!!
Yummy~

aprilupdate

9 days + counting for..




P!NK's CONCERT!!
my bodyguards, Max + Wayne, will be following me as well..
and we are gonna wear pink t-shirt to the concert!
just bought mine from supre..hehe..(^_^)


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work dilemma..
Should I continue to stay in the Babies room..
or, should I take the challenge and go into the Kindi room?
Everyone acted strange to me today, as though they want me to be in the kindi room..
but, am I ready for it? (O_o)
I dunno.. sigh..
I love my babies, but maybe I should move on with the big kids..
In the kindi room, I'll get more hours, hence more pay..
Hmm..decisions...dilemma.. (-_-)


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Am loving Avril's Keep Holding On song..
The lyrics means so much.. =)





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Love this version of Running from No Doubt..
The harmonizing was just..beautiful.. =)



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Farah, I am like you too..
Tengok AF5 on YouTube.
But I "select" the ones that I wanna watch..
Those sweet memories of the previous AFs..
Don't forget, Afundi MeeN..haha..


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Now as a working adult, I feel so old.
At night, at a certain time, I will feel so tired + sleepy.
Is not like those uni days, when you can sleep 3am in the morn, and can still wake up early for class.
Now, I need my at-least 6 hours of sleep.
By 10.30-11pm, my bed is already calling me.
Teruk kan?
Yesterday at Aida's house, I actually took a nap at 11pm on her sofa.
I was like a living zombie, just wanted to go home + sleep.
So Mai drove me back home after midnight, and I went straight to bed.
Miss my hyper-late-night-hangout days..
Now, am just tired old lady..sighh..


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Someone wise told me this the other day..


Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul
Sometimes, He breaks our hearts to make us whole
Sometimes, God sends us pain so we can be stronger
Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble
Please be patient and leave everything to Him..


An advice that is worthy to us all.. =)

arwah uncle bob

A dedication to my arwah uncle, Uncle Bob..

Haji Yusoff Bin Aris
23 June 1950- 8 April 2007


Leaving behind his wife, 3 daughters, 1 son, 2 son-in-laws,
2 grandchildren, 2 unborn grandchildren, his mother, 5 sisters, 6 brothers, and other family members.

A man with few words, but has a great heart.
A good man indeed.
You will be remembered uncle..
Inalillah..
Al fathihah..