hold on..

Mr Bert has decided on the most shocking news

"I want our baby's gender to be a surprise.. let's wait until the day Munckin is born"

Huh? Serious dia? O_o^

After reading Ma & Pa magazine (yes, the very first mummy mag for me), he got inspired on how Sasha & Salyo only knew Ayra was a boy was he was born.
For me.. to be honest, I want to know the minute the doc is able to scan the toot down there. I was already planning after my Carnival day, (which is just a month away) I am able to know Munckin's gender.

Looks like now I have to wait another 6 more months for that.

Gotta admit, it might be fun.. "It is a boy? It is a girl? It is a boy? It is a girl?" haha..

Penantian adalah satu penyeksaan..

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I wanted to blog about the recent Glee episode "Mattress" ever since the day I saw it.

As you know, the previous entry was about how Mr Bert looks like Mr Schuster. In this Mattress episode, Mr Schuster found out about his wife's fake pregnancy. He got mad, argued with his wife, and left the house. Through out the entire scene, I closely observed his facial expression, how he closed his eyes, how he express his anger, the way he pressed his lips. Oh my gosh..
I was very emotional watching it, as I could somewhat imagine Mr Bert if he were ever to be extremely mad with me. It is scary in a way, because I can feel the anger. Oh God, I pray hard that Mr Bert & I will never be in that kind of fight Insyallah.. Minta jauh..

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Sometimes, you tend be frustrated with someone, or at a particular situation.

You would have high expectation, feeling unfulfilled, feeling lonely & sad.

All you could do is to just cry, blame the situation, blame the person, or perhaps, blame yourself too.

But, God is always great. He heard my prayer, He heard my cry.

But, instead of letting the person know, or changing the situation, He gave me a dream.

The nightmare of my life.

It was a message from God.. a definite wakening.

Now, the situation doesn't seem to look that bad after all.

I am thankful for all that God has given, He knows what's best.

My message to all..appreciate what you have now. You may never know when God will take that away from you. Once that happens, you can't turn back time, and it will be far too late to change anything.

A dedication for Mr Bert.. love you dia.. :*