bummer

I was rather down today..
Wanted to go out, but decided not too. Cleaned my room instead.
Poor dzhofier, entertained himself. Lucky thing Emer & my parents were around.

Well, the past week.. I received 2 comments bout myself
"Hey.. you look pregnant in that.."
"Oh, you look different from the website. You've put on weight.. and you look darker now.."
Like seriously. I am so bummed. :(

Maybe I should try harder in the gym. 2 hours instead of 1.
Maybe I should eat only salads & fruits.
Am trying.. but, I guess, it is not working.
Mr Bert will have a 'fat bride' on his wedding day..
BooHoo~ :(

Okay.. maybe it's my hormones too. PMS attack.
But still.. the pressure is there.
I have about 6 weeks before my tailor takes my measurements..
wish me luck..

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Right.. on a brighter note..
It has been 5 months with my fiance..Praises to Allah.
I'm sure you've heard the song from Bon Jovi..
"OOhh...we're halfway there.. Oohhh.. Living on a prayer..."
And yeap, we are definately halfway there...
Just another 4 months ++ to go Mr Bert! *winks*