It's just a dream..

I had a bad dream last night..
not really a nightmare..but it was bad..
I actually dreamt..of my ex! *gulps*

All I remembered was..Mr Bert & I was at a party at someone's home. And so happened 'Playdoe' was there (there's reasons behind that name..)
Anyways, the three of us somehow bumped into each other..
and, it was cold war between Mr Bert & him!

In my dream..Mr Bert was very the protective of me..
And Playdoe, on the other hand, was trying to "test" Mr Bert.. asking him about some of my favourite things & such.
It got into a point where Mr Bert wanted to challenge him..
I got panicky..............and woke up.

Woahh..bad dream!
Imagine if that were to happened in real life.
I mean, past is past la..
No doubt I have no more contact with Playdoe, but no fighting please..

I think this dreaming thingy is all due cause I accidentally saw pics of him on the web.
It was a photographer's site for heaven's sake!
I was thinking of an outdoor/indoor wedding shot.. and as I was browsing thru that photographer's page....... I saw his pic.
Him, his gf, & some friends. Taking a "friends only" photo shoot.
Terkejut beruk dibuatnye!

I went thru the pics..he looks the same.
Nothing changed, really.
His gf..well, she's pretty..no doubt!
The trendy-sexy-in fashion kind..just like him.

It got me to thinking.. we (me & playdoe) were never meant for each other.
We were TOTAL opposites.. despite our interest in music.
But other than that..it was a 180 degrees turn.

In a way, am glad that nothing happened further.
I am happy that he has found someone new, someone more suited for him.
And I am truly blessed to have Mr Bert in my life.

Going thru my previous entries waayy back in 2006, at that time I couldn't understand why all the challenges & dramas had to happened.
But now, I understand & I totally agree, God definitely knows whats best for us.
And I am thankful..syukur alhamdulillah...