The long absence...it has been awhile, right?
Mateen is 46 days today.. which means that I have been a mom for 46 days.
A LOT has happened..the sleepless nights, the love-hate relationship in bf, the frustration of low milk production, the horrors of diaper changing, the restless crying..
But of course, there are those bonding moments..the million-dollar smile that happened in a sec, the round-crystleball-like eyes looking at you, the hugging & clinging on your chest before he sleeps, the double chins, the cushion cheeks, the growth spurts, the unconditional love..
My time has been occupied with this little fella, hence the lack of updates. When he is up, I would need to feed, burp, change, & play with him. If he's asleep, is either I am washing his cloth-diaper, or sterilizing his bottles, or pumping milk, or getting a quick nap (sleep debt). If I do surf the net, it would be just browsing, checking on fb & baby related websites.
I would love to write about my pantang days & more about mateen, but I have a feeling that he will be up soon. Guess my blogging days would have to wait until I have a total "Me" time.
Like they say, being a mom is hard, but it is worth every second of it.. :)
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