where oh where?

Oh no.. venue is still a prob..
I am not sure where will the nikah ceremony will be held. Home or Dewan.
Initially both my mom & I did agree about the hall for logistic reasons.
But after meeting up with the deco planner, he suggested to do a home.
That was my first option actually.. I've always like a home based ceremony.
So now.. in a dilemma.. so how? 6_6

Another prob would also be..our honeymoon destination.
Everytime I ask Mr Bert, he refused to answer..
"Nantilah.." is all I hear, and he will usually change topic almost immediately.
My mom said maybe is financial reasons, he doesn't want me to put high hopes.
I did tell him that wanted to go overseas.. maybe thats too much to ask.
So few nights back, I did survey locations within the country.
Langkawi, Avillion, Sabah were the options. Boleh lah..

I remembered a few years ago, I met this couple.
They were together for 11 years, and finally tied the knot.
"We were both thinking of the next step, so marriage is the final step, right?"
And so they got married, and I attended my first ever church wedding & chinese reception.
I did asked her about her honeymoon, and she kindly replied..
"We (she & hubs) both discussed & agreed that instead of going for our honeymoon, we will use the money to start our home. We can always have other honeymoons in the future, but starting a home is more important and practical for now."
It does make sense.. why waste when you can save for more important stuff, right?

Maybe Mr Bert thinks the same.. only that he doesn't want to tell me.
Perhaps he knows how much I love to travel. He does too, but maybe theres restriction.
Takpelah.... maybe ader rezeki in the future, who knows?
If not..am thankful that he's with me.. honeymoon or no honeymoon.
Let's wait & see...