sewaktu dahulu..

I wonder..
Is there such thing as a bad start?
When you have a bad start, does that mean that the future won't seem bright?
Sigh..


Is harder when you only know a person less than a week.
In this case, not even face to face.
And yet, when one makes the mistake, does everything really falls apart?


That's the thing about blind dates.
Or in this case, blind msgs..
Is hard to trust that person, whether what is being told is the truth, or is just an act to impress..
whether the person is sincere, or just telling lies..
In this case, I can feel the sincerity..
I believe we both have chemistry..
but, does that mean I am expecting too much?
Is that a sign for anything?
Sigh..


Fine, ppl make mistakes. Smses are often a fine example for "misunderstandings".
So, can we forgive + forget?
Can we just stick to before, or just start fresh?
Or, is too late for that, because the damage has been done?
Is the mistake already bad sign maybe?


I dunno..
All I know.. I want what I felt the past few days..
I felt that "funny feeling" kinna happy..
Maybe because everything is still so new and fresh..
maybe I was treated as a lady..
and perhaps,it was those "high hopes" feeling, that made me smile..
Sigh..


Now I can't stop checking my phone..
I miss.
=(


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Untuk aku mengenali isi hatimu ..."